Reaper117nobody

I got on mostly out of boredom to look at pretty things, and I'm writing to fill the void on my page just in case someone reads these. I work so much that between other stuff i rarely write or do anything artsy anymore. Adulting is hard. Can i go back to sleeping all day and playing games?

Writing just to do so, just easier to write than feel things, i block it out, not let it get to me so much, to be honest the amount of people who actually read my journal is probably about 2 if that. Life is rough right now, for several reasons, working and half killing myself, relationship just kinda titanic'd on me, no matter how many times a woman tells you it isn't your fault you just keep playing shit through your head. What did i do wrong, Why, How. It eats at me. Truly caring about people and letting them into my life has always really been challenging for me, trusting someone even more so. Since i graduated High School I have learned

well, haven't posted in a while so. I have writers block :D i can feel some kind of profound lesson i should type from my experiences from the past while but idk how to put it I'm good, happy, love my girlfriend very much. hopefully my writers block will soon dissipate and i can write something